♥ 12th April

MEMORIES 2

Is the time to starts our activities ,so handsets also needed to keep it up..hmm..is time to said goodbye with him..and the sweet dream was fading too :(

PLKN Kem Tegas Mesra Kumpulan 1, Selama ,Perak Siri 7 /2010 is started on 6th January 2010 ♥

so our's schedule

0630 - all trainers must been assembly at padang kawat

0730 - were get our breakfast after morning exercises

0830 - assembly at padang kawat again then we were entered our own classes

0900 -

starts our class * bored !!

1030 - rest and our morning snacks ?? haha

1100 - continue our class

1230 - classes are over and is time to get our lunch

1430 - needed to assembly at padang kawat again to start our physical's activities

1630 - finished and tea time

1730 - riadah !! ♥

1830 - dinner after then will rest ^^

2000 - just tuesday and friday needed to the religion's class

2200 - supper

2230 - row call

2300 - good night and nice dream ♥

The first week's life in kem was damn suffer..cause still cant accustomed there life :(

and many ppls is going back to home ,HuiQing..ahPing..

so me and Moon also had planned back to home before ,our parent tried to help us ..but after a third week in the kem..but still din't have respond..T^T..so we decided to give up and also because we already accustomed life at PLKN ♥..haha So we followed our schedule everyday..let talks about our classes first

CB class** Modul 1 Menampilkan Yang Terbaik Dalam Diri Sendiri and Modul 2 Menampilkan Yang Terbaik Dalam Diri dan Orang Lain..

just have too say ,damn bored and noob for these classes !!haha..but also have a lot of funs and let me knew more frenz ♥

* my class ♥

so after classes is time to our physical activities..

Kawat Kaki in half loreng *hate this cause needed kawat under the big sun !will become dark and sweating yuck !!

Kembara Halangan in half loreng *just got this one time =(( many things was does not enough time to try

Flying Fox in full loreng *haha..love it

Pertolongan Cemas in pt *this was damn bored !!and i felt it useless in always

Kraf Hutan in pt *lame

Kayak in half loreng *does not enough time to play too =((

Sukan Kreativiti in half loreng *nice tried !!always lose it everytime ..haha

Tali Rendah *it's fun enough..haha..when my turns them all shouting my name ~ ROFL.xD

and maybe still have some but i had forget it xD

i repeated those thing in my life and made me felt my life is full haha

Every sundays ,we were get our handset before all Chinese hang out to the family hall for worshipping the Buddha..and everytime i will received his msg at the first time after i starting up my phone..but after two weeks it was gone..him turned to cold with me,and i foresee some bad things will be happened...ya,that's real..him broke up with me and i accepted it..cause i leave u alone btw me also cant do anythings..that's his choice,i din't beg him din't scold him and also din't ask for the reason..hmmm..i sad alone ♥ i cried at outside dorm that day, ziyang knew it and him was damn worried bout me..haha..he keep phone me and talked to me..him was so funny but very thanks him la..

So,my mood turned to pretty faster cause ziyang and the GONG XIN GAI's gang ...haha..them consoled me and made me laugh at the time..so after that day i din't contact with him anymore..:)hmm..

- to be continue -

♥ 8th April

Memories

3rd January 2010,the day i gotta to go KEM TEGAS MESRA in Selama,Perak for the PLKN >.<

I woke up on 7.30 in the morning ,and the first thing i'd done was open laptop and text murphy...

After get my breakfast with my mom then she rapidly fetched me to Stadium Darul Aman ,Alor Star ,Kedah..cause

Murphy is waiting there for me..When that time, he was msg me too..i was shocked cause he's woke up early cause he is worried bout me ...^^

After registered ,me and murphy sat together and same bus with Xinying SiewChai Susan HooiXuan Liwing JieCong and WinWei ♥ After that i just knew ,all the chinese in the two bus who iss going to the same destination with me was my schoolmate =D..haha..wtf that's let me no more strangeness :)but that day me was weird enough !!cause i din't felt any nervous and scare ?? =.=''

In the journey ,i keep msg with him ♥..>.<

The journey to our destination is damn long, me and murphy was hungry enough ! and the bending mountain roads is made us feel uncomfortable so we decided to nap with hearing my mp3..

Liwing woke me up when we reached our destination ,Kem Tegas Mesra !i damn love this place !!haha..

When i am still in a daze ,Liwing asks me to looked out at my phone a while...WTF !! Network Error ??? damn it !! i was crazy at that time..i cant reply his msg and phones my parent !! fck ya !

Well..After all the registered ,heard the Tuan talks nonsence ,spot check our luggage and we were hanged into our dormitory..I do not same dorm or company with my friends at all..damn it..just her !a gal that's i not very like :P

I am in dorm C and Murphy is dorm G..so far...My first walks into the dorm..what the hell is going on ha ?it's seem like wad !!i gotta to sleep in hospital ?? T^T =.= noob enough !

That's nobody inside my dorm cause it's lunch time ,so i quickly find a bed with a nice locker and put it up all my things and the sheet..then met up my friends and hang to Dewan Makan for our lunch :( ..another freaking makalo appeared in front of me...the plate and the foods T^T

hmmm...sad enough !i sleep in wad and eat in jail ?? damn it

After that ,we was faster to find out the network called for our's parent..i cried when i heard my mom sounds ~ :(

When i back to my dorm again ,all the gals was inside there ,and them all looked at me fulled in weird..haha

after them was asked me changed to another bed in the middle of dorm cause got a chinese gal from Selangor was at there,name KhongLi..after that we intro each other..=)) Nida,Liza,Izzati,Daa,Yahya,Akma,Saerah..love them so much ♥♥

That's night was a suffer and stupid night..i sleep with my tears and thanks for his console and accompany me whole day...he let me became more calm and feel sweet ^.^

The second day ,all of the trainers was reached and we stared our program and activity after the new trainers got their uniform at all..

-to be continue-

♥ 6th April

Today is my second day works in CHOP CHIN HUAT ,a wholesale company..I have done that three years of holiday work..but this year many things was changed in CCH..the decoration ,the staffs...

hmmm..i dislike works at there !! :( a lot of reason ..i felt tired and numb in there...FML

dinner with the workmate at the first day work :)

steamboat in Light Easy

my drink ♥

we enjoyed at that night

two-flavor hot pot ,Consomme and Tomyam ♥

full !!

if without you my life will sick

♥ 4th April

go to movies with Man last night ,CLASH OF THE TITANS..i like this movie ,it's stories is appealing me =DD and made me feel know well...

when in NS Michelle told me before about the Zeus ,Perseidon ,Hades ,Titan and some more i'd forgot it...caused by the Percy Jackson..i tried to read the books ,but i din't finish it...cause my English is not well ,so it's hard to understand the stories )-: but Michelle have taught me a lot ..thanks her !!freaking miss that time ♥

There are many bloody parts and the ugly monsters made me feel disgusting...>.<

We have been kacau a malay boys sitting next to Man ,he sits separate with his dad cause the cinema was full...and he was alone ,so me and Man keep sembang with him..using our PROFESSIONAL BM ...LMAO

huhu ~ i put aeroplane to my Animal Gang today...^.^ i wanna to hang out with them but i was totally in moody !!cause I gonna to starts my job on tomorrow ..feeling nervous and confusing about the lunch problem >.<>

long time do not contact with the workmate ,and now needed to work with them again.. haihx...weird and shy enough!! )-:

Wish me have a nice day ^^ good luch to lynn ♥

memories in NS is fading )-:

is time to forget that before ?

accept of the future ?

but i won't forget my friends =D

♥ 1st April

Erm..these few days i was totally in moodiness >.<>

31th March 2010,this date will always in my heart ,cause it's meaningful to me..maybe i can't stay beside u again on another 31th march..but it were already in my heart ♥ .damn..i hate this feel !!:) ily The twenty-second day i leave from NS ,it's still feeling empty ,i miss NS's life badly...my friends,dorm-mate,coaches,my company and the place that i had been...2nd batch's trainers was entered and starts the programs that i did before in the Kem Tegas Mesra ? DREAM !all was just like a dream ,it was a sweet dream and also a beautiful nightmare..

I will start to be a clerk again and still same like last year just do a month (-:...after April ,after car's license ??to SINGAPORE ??stay at there ? work and study ?hmmm..before this i was love there's life badly ,but now i felt got some annoying...hesh.. totally in stressed !!! >.<>

hmmm..same feeling before hanging into PLKN ~ blurkkkkk ...DO MY BEST !! YEAH !!

back view of Moon,captured by Michelle ♥

the road to bilik rehat

Shouldn't have walked away

I would have stayed if you'd said

We could have made everything okay

But we just ..