♥ 19th Sep

“ you back to him? ”

“ ya =.= ”

“ already how many times? xD ”

“ LOL the third ”

I was back to him again. :)

I became a sucker to Love. Love was like oxygen. Love was like water. Love was like food. An element that I couldn't live without.

I choose to believe Love. I choose to believe Him.

He showered me with care and concern and I really felt pampered. My heart was melted again to him after a few chats. He told me he love me still, as long as he still keep me in his mind. I were aware it, but he hurt me again and again and lets me doubt on it. But at last, I choose to trust him.

Love is blind when two hearts is bind. Indeed very blind for me to see the truth. I was falling so hard falling so fast.. I couldn't breathe easy. Without him lying next to me,there was no air.

How did I fall into him so deeply.

No one told me Love could be this toxic till I met him, Chia Zhen Hau.

A November boy who were in tall, skinny, fair skin and bad had came unbidden into my world, my live.

and guides my life to sweet and sore >.<

One a day in last year, I received a friend requests msg from a strange numbers, as usual I just ignored it and don't even reply. But soon the strange numbers call to me, in that moments, I answered the call (normally i just place my mobile at one side and ignore it) but don't no why I press the green button. The most surprising me was I unexpectedly fallen into a chat with him. We joke and we laugh. :D

A good impression to him so I keep in touch to him. We text every day. Over the times, maybe the loneliness next to us were caused the special feeling between each other and drive us into a date. 

We love, we sweet, we hug, we kiss, we argue, we break up.   （=

I really hope I can forever to be your loved one, Baby don't hurt me again please

We challenge the distances, and we can do it, right? 

I feels very sorry to you, I can't give you a hug, a kiss in any time, any moment. 

If you want to go, just tell me. And I will )=

♥ 18th Sep

you makes me annoying you enough!
I'm not hating you but yes that, I dislike you. I can't even stand your pattern, your sounds and your personally. Its freaking fake and annoying to me. Honestly, I can't make a friend with you, I can't tolerate your actions! Everyday  every times, I were trying to just focus on my responsibility and ignored you. Whereas, suffered me then! *sigh 

It was very tired to stay with you, you makes my world blue, and makes me lazy pass my everyday. Just because of you, damn it. You spoiled my day! I wishes you can disappear on my sight as soon as possible and I don't need to have a stupid life because of you. I really understand I willing become more cheerful and happiest without you in my life.


I dislike people did ill behind me, if you want to know what am i doing, just ask from me. And sure I'll tell you! If I ignore to say out, that was what privacy for myself! Therefore, don't tried to cheat on me! Bitch, argg! you freaking pissed me off!
'' 井水不犯河水 '' don't you understand what it means! stupid la weh.. maybe your perception on me were '' ew, why tht girl so stupid?!! '' okay, I'm not stupid, I was trying my best to do all the things, just for my responsibility. I can't stand why that you can made light on those? Sorry, I really can't accept your mind. 
Muddle along from day to day, thats what you want.. Its freaking annoying me! imba !!!

So what, I can't do anything on you, I just can grumbling to my friends, my love )= 
I've to choose to picked up all the injustice, work hard and don't care on you. Thats was what just I can do on it.