28 mar ✿ 2nd Post

以往超希望自己可以赶快毕业, 不必再上学, 可以很自由的在社会上生活. 当女强人

时时刻刻都想着任何的借口理由逃学. 想着怎么可以到社会打工赚钱 养活自己

但是到了现在才发现, 还真的是一个傻瓜阿!

但应该不只是我吧, 感觉蛮多人都跟我一样!

期待离开那所谓的监狱, 远离那些所谓严谨神圣的校规, 发禁等

But I didn’t aware that how cruel was that social is!

Stress around! Trap around! Entice around!

Social is danger! Wtf

I want my mommy badly! I am my mammy’s baby girl. =D

Wondering how mammy and papa they are so tough to stay alive in the social.

Nowadays, I could understand how them works hard day and night to make more money to support entire family.

I should heart and care them more instead of letting they worries about me.

I was already nineteen, besides I was ability to make money.

I’d been working in Singapore about 9 month yet I couldn’t see much money in my saving book!

I have spent stupid much but I don’t know where they spending on! Shit sia.

Remember last few nights, have a little talk with mammy, I made fun to her for asking sponsorship to get myself a designer tote bag. She shouted on me! : “LV? LP you want a not?! ” wtf =.=

Then we end with laughter.

Which means my sponsorship is failed. Haha

She made one phone call after that. She asked me seriously why I have craved for designer bag so bad. It’s so expensive yet it was just a tote bag.

I answered don’t know with some depressed. After that she told me what has happened to her. Something bad has happened to her.

She saves hard and works hard to make more money for her own family.

But ME lazy to works some more spent hard!

I’m so sorry, mammy 

Sorry I not caring you, sorry I not care about this family, you husband your kids. (They’re also mine ones lah.)




PS：I'm poor people