♥ 19th Dec

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♥ 18th Dec

Oh yea, I'm single again. =)

Argued with him on Monday, after a cold-war, at last he asked for broke up on the afternoon.

That's many causes to let him chosen to give me up.

My personality, speech, I'm so lousy.

I realize that I'm a selfish person.

Just because of I love and I need him, so I never let him go.

Asking him to wait for me, even wait for a nothing.

Would you willing to? I'd never ask. I'm so so so sorry.

I'm not just getting the bad impression from him, even for the other people. I'm not the popularity somehow I'm the one in disgrace to other else.

I'd wonder why it had taken me so long, something wrong with my manner, behavior, or appearance.

I’m trying to get better.

It´s hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone,  

When you’re heart still does.

♥ 16 Dec

Hello, that's me again =)

Just reached home, changed clothe, and next was sitting in front the monitor, typing, online again. That's my life, I online a whole day! Which if I don't have internet a day, I think I could die =.=!

Caught in the Act!  In STOMP

Did you know what is STOMP Native American dance? Erm. That's not.

Okay, so if you're been Singapore, or you known well Singapore, certainly you should know what is STOMP.

STOMP is a Singapore-based web portal, and also big on social networking, enabling thousands to come together to interact and bond both online and offline in their various TalkBack Forums, and in Singapore Seen,

STOMP connects, engages and interacts with Singaporeans in a style and approach that is different from conventional news websites. Its strong growth reflects not only its popularity but also its resonance with Singaporeans.

Regarding the Singapore Seen, that's a social networking letting public to pose up some words and pictures captured by them as well as to be criticized on the premise. Therefore, you may found lots of nonsense inside there!

So, MUAHAHA. My cousin kena it!

A CHEAPSKATE ♥

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Click the link, surf into the page and look at those pictures that have been captured by a Stomper, eagle eye!

“ The most interesting part is that he even had a long hose prepared to connect the public tap to the handicap lot where he had parked for washing.  - By Eagle Eye ”

Did you saw a man crouched down and washing his BMW? Handsome anot? He's my cousin! That just an ordinary thing what? Nothing is special also.

Absolutely! But that's not for that eagle eye =.=

Public tap? DO YOU SAW ANY PUBLIC TAP THERE? Are the cheapskate really using FREE WATER?!  

♥ 15th Dec

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♥ 12nd Dec

It's time to writes something again.

The Stranger

On these few days, Facebook, Twitter, Newspaper, Every ones was having widespread comment about a boy, named Alviss Kong. Alviss Kong, a 22-year-old adonis boy allegedly committed suicide by jumping down from the top storey of his residential apartment after been jilted by his lover. To be ensure that everyone was blaming he as a dummy, ended his own life just because his ex chosen to leave him.

The Read

Alviss Kong, Bless You Rest In Peace. =(

The girl will be continuing her life nicely as you wishes.

Let’s have some happy news =)

The Girl

Elvy Soon, my schoolmate, I knows her since we’re in Primary but I’m too close to her. For my impression of her, she was a bold and uninhibited girl, a character that I’ll be averse to. But to be frank, because of that kind of character and made her looks friendly and nice! She got a lot of best friends, I can see that they very love her and enjoy the pass with her.

She got a pretty face, fair skin and a pairs of big eyes =)

And yea, she’s getting marry Max Ang on the end of Dec’ 2010. She was posted up her wedding photography in her Facebook on yesterday. Every ones was freak out and surprised on her wedding photography. A girl that always posted nonsense at her status was getting married?

Everyone was asking her the same questions; those re-asking would drive her insane! HAHA!

I’ve to speak congratulation to her, Elvy. A wife-to-be, a mammy-to-be!

To be Happy!

Elvy, from now, you have to maintain a family! A family that create by you! You’re not a small girl anymore, You should to be strong!

Good health, good luck and much happiness throughout the year.

Elvy Soon & Max Ang

♥ 6th Dec

That’s me again. 




In this lonely night, again, I’m visiting those pretties blog; I'm wondering their life was happy and blissful instead of me. They living with their own friends, life together, work out their education together, party together, sad together. Those having their life with friends with company instead of me were lonely.

I’m willing to stayed up until midnight every Saturday. Tomorrow were my off days, so I can stay a long whole night without worrying to wake up early to work my job.

That’s because he stayed active in midnight, because of I’ve to work, and so I’m less to chat with him. Therefore, I choose to stay up late get online on Saturday night to have a nice chat with him. Whereas I’m always been lonely in this night.  :)  *Hard smile!

Cherishing the memory, you gave me warmth expression in your eyes, your warmer hand and those embraced. When you go further and further away gradually, they stay in my lonely night with against my sadness and tears.

Halo hubby, It has been a long time we haven’t met up, that’s 68 days I think. Since I’m telling you I’ve to leave and going to Singapore, I known the unwilling between you and me. We’ve to left each other and going to starts a long-distance love. That’s hard to maintain a long distance relationship. Would you think shall we give our relationship up? That question has been perplexed between us for a long times. How many times I’ve crying because of that problem. You said to me, if I was unhappy or with any worries, I should talk to you. :)  Thanks Baby, I know you really love and care about me, but you never let me the chance to speak it out. Everyday besides working, I was just sitting in front of my pc kept online, you can say so my facebook was stated online every moment. There’s no point to telling why am I always did that.

I really need concern, but you don’t give me.

You have to wait for me three years more, but I’ve told you two years more, because I’m afraid to hear that you say that’s too long and you can’t wait it anymore.

 I understand, if you choose to give up, that’s ok. I can’t bluff you. That’s my fault. ]=

Halo mom, How are you? Sorry for I’m rarely to gave you a call. I’ve nothing to tell besides how was the sadness I’m here. I don’t want you to worry, so I choose to not telling you anything. Sorry for I’m quite when I’m hearing your calls, and sorry for I spoken impatiently.  

♥ 5th Dec

男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是满载而归，女孩却是两手空空，女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后闷闷不乐。

晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上前，对女孩说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，给，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给你。

”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自成长着。

——純純的“對不起” 。

男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩，经常会把女孩逗到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止，直到长大后，也是如此。

男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。

可男孩，依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。

他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不起，我知道错了。 ”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点头，于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。

—— “對不起”的快樂 。

大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。

女孩委屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”

这场冷战持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。

后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。

那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不起，嫁给我好吗？ ” 于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。

—— “對不起”也是一種承諾。

婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了，每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，把家里收拾的干干净净，她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，男孩总问他为什么，女孩却总是慧心的一笑。

慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，而每次没等女孩问，男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不像以前那么开朗了，她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，然后随着剧情哭泣，夜深时，就会疯狂的大哭。

以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有一种味道了，女孩从来不问，可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”

—— “對不起”，謊言的開始。

渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是在外出差，男孩的事业越来越好，身边都是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着，而女孩，几乎不出门了，她总会去超市买上很多速食面，和一些必要的日用品，然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很久。

从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，而现在，她孤身一人，身边没有一个可以说话的人，每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，男孩总是仓促的回答到：“对不起，我太忙了。

”女孩，失落的扣上电话，那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。

—— “對不起”，只是個敷衍的方式。

女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，她觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了她，她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己争取，而不是无谓的后退。

那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。

女孩涩涩的按下电梯，来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方，她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。

终于，绕过长长的办公走廊，她来到男孩的办公室，轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了，眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫，也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩，而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。

那个女人坐在桌子上，******的发出微弱的呻吟声，那个男人，仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……

许久，男孩才发现了女孩，男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。

可女孩，转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去，追着女孩，那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫喊，径直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。

”可女孩，始终没有听见。

—— 這樣的“對不起”太傷人。

男孩一直都没有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。

男孩的世界已经一片黑暗，无心工作，无心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪里，因为女孩没有朋友，她唯一的朋友就是男孩，男孩终日守着电话机，手机24小时不关机，怕错过了女孩的电话。

这一等就是半年多。快递为男孩送来一个盒子。

男孩打开一看，里面是许多河虾的标本，有的在树叶边休息，有的在水草里躲着，各式各样的河虾标本，旁边放着一封信。

“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或许是我根本不想见到你，我想这些应该过的没什么两样吧，我很好，我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活，我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己，而不用每天等着你回家，为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，我的手机已经不用了，因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机，让自己饱受辐射的折磨。

我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。

我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。

离婚协议书，就压在鱼缸的底下，你签完字，按照地址给我寄过来就行了。

对不起，我想我是真的累了。 ”

男孩按照地址找去，他满心希望能够见到女孩，然后让女孩原谅，并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她，可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲，而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。

女孩的父亲告诉男孩，女孩在写完这封信后，跳楼自杀了，血肉一片模糊。

—— 原來“對不起”也可以是種結束。

I’d read that short story in Facebook, among those word let me touched much. I’m pretty sure that story were moved everyone.

When I finished that story, my mind was doubtfully inside him. Are he’s the one whom having so-called lower half thinking? hugging you, kissing you, were just desire for sex. I remembered I’d ask him before,

‘If there’s a pretty sexy girl hinting on you, will you do?’

‘Yea, I might to.’

:I      Peace my mind. 

Another complaint was Clubbing!

While I’m turned into eighteen, becomes an adulthood, I’d never step into a club before! I loves partiee! Guys, invite me!!!!!   ;(